Dissertation journal (day 5)

Just a quick update tonight. Today was Saturday and it was family day. Went to the gym, had a picnic at the playground and played for a while, and went by the library. Tonight I read some theory (Culler, Structural Poetics) and got some good ideas for the chapter, so I wrote just a little bit. Went to bed at 11 but couldn’t sleep, so I’m back at it. I’ve written over 18,000 words in under 2 months, and the pace should pick up a bit. This is the kind of thing where, I know everyone is pulling for me and wants me to he successful (get a good job), but I feel like I’m writing to prove everyone wrong about me and that I’m actually doing something great. I don’t feel like I am contributing something small and ultimately not very meaningful. I believe in this a lot and think that nobody else can do what I can do. It only took me 8 years to get to this point…

Today’s Music

Miles Davis, On the Corner

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s